17.5.05
Yes, I just finished reading your email and im going to apologise to you. Im really sorry. I didn't know I hurt you so much. I guess im kind of blind sometimes. But I would like to say that maybe you should just learn to let go of the past. We can never be best friends forever. Things change and people change. You have to accept that fact. Maybe you would be much happier if you stop focusing on a fairytale ending for our friendship and move on with life instead. I know its hard, and im really sorry I have to say this, but these things happen and you have to learn to accept them. Though I would like to add that not being best friends anymore doesn't mean we can't be friends. Erm yeah. I actually thought of a lot more things to say just now but I forgot everything when I re-read your email. And letting go doesn't mean forgeting all the memories. We can still treasure them.

Napfa test today was okay lah. Just so annoyed with my stupid 3 more cm for sit and reach. My sit and reach sucks. Haha sheila beat me by 1 cm for standing broad jump! Ahhh...actually I could have beaten her if my left leg landed at the same length of my right leg. Haha. Went for training after that. Nothing much, just in the gym. I met Huifun after training and yay, she offered to treat me to ice cream in veneniza. Haha. Not really treat, but she paid for half of my double scoop icecream. Yup so thankyou!!!
Tuesday, May 17, 2005

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